stop think

as im sitting here taking a study break from finance, i began to browse through the myspace universe (yes i look at it, and am not ashamed to say that i do) After browsing for some time, i came to the realization that everybody knows fucking everybody. damn, i need to make some new friends.

its not to say that i dont love the people i kick it with already, but its just weird that the same people you know are the same people everyone else knows if that makes any kind of sense. am i just tripping? or does anyone else kind of feel the same way as i do? regardless, i think im going to start making a concious effort to make new friends.

god i hate Finance/Accounting. is this really what i want to do with the rest of my life? contrary to popular belief, Economics and Finance are two completely separate fields of study. just because you understand one doesnt mean you'll understand the other. i think i enjoy economics because im a theorist at heart. whereas finance primarily focuses on numbers and figures, econ relys on models and theory.

i think its the right side of my brain talking. thats why im left handed. i love writing and i love history. i love money but i hate business. get it? well ill just get back to studying for this God awful test. im probobly going to fail it. i really should start boning down when it comes to school, its not like my schedule is hard in the first place. hell if anything i have TOO much free time on my hands. as much as i hate routine, i think that for my own sake, i must being establishing one. discipline Jerry, discipline.

finally, id like to share with you all a photograph



this was taken this morning at Mt High resort in Wrightwood. seasons just around the corner. i cant wait. please join me